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MELISSA
15 years OLD
GEMINI
WESTWOOD SECONDARY
1HARMONY;2HONOUR;3HZUSAMMEN
ORANGEMAOMAO
HIGHWAY_BOY123@HOTMAIL.COM
WESTWOOD CHORUS
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back to update today.
got back all my results. i have to maintain these grades to the end of the year, i must! but so what if im able to pass my subjects or do well or anything?
SHE DONT EVEN CARE,
SHE THINKS I PASS BECAUSE THE PAPER WAS EASY,
SHE THINKS I DID NOT PUT IN EFFORT,
SHE THINKS IM LAZY
SHE THINKS I DID NOT STUDY HARD
SHE THINKS IM USELESS
SHE THINKS IM INCOMPARABLE TO MY SISTER
SHE THINKS I CANNOT COOK
SHE THINKS I CANNOT USE THE WASHING MACHINE
SHE THINKS I CANNOT FLIP A FISH, BUT I WAS THE ONE THAT FLIPPED IT NOT MY SIS
SHE THINKS IM A SQUANDERER
SHE THINKS IM BAD AND REBELLIOUS
SHE THINKS I HELPED NOTHING
SHE THINKS THAT IM PISSED ABOUT HER
SHE THINKS SHE CARES FOR ME
but no, its all that she thinks, have she ever thought of what i think? i dont feel like talking to her at all because all i get is scolding no matter what i try to help. and my sister is just another great hypocrite, if you got this kind of sister, you would want to kill her. truely, why am i still helping her...i could have told my mum she failed five subjects, but i didn, WHY DIDNT I SAY!
now now..
being in school is better than being at home to face all the people
today was a loooong day
i cannot control the sec ones, i cannot. they dont listen to me and i hate it, i feel like screaming at them one day, one even talked back to me. bastard!! argh
went to class, thought mr neo was not around and we'll have 4 periods free. i thought!! but it did not happen, he came. had maths for 4 periods, then followed by social studies, during recess, i was given the name of bittergourd by hannah. lols.. after recess, we had physics. and then photo taking. lols
i find the girls in my class quite nice to get along afterall, we bond today and im happy! after physics lesson was english. ms chen was helping with the taking of photographs, so she did not come to class. we did the SEC4 english paper2 2006, its much easier than the sec3's! unfair. lols
after doing the paper, i slept. woke up and i thought i was dreaming. it was lunch break. i sleep and walk to the cafeteria, very very tired!
ate lunch and go back to class for more lessons! after we skipped one music lesson, heee. had CME presentation. weiyang is such a irritating person! yes, hes like replacig the teacher's position. who cares to listen to your presentation, i dont.
while going home which was arnd 4 after school, shafiq bought chocolates, quite cool. hehe
tomorrow is choir camp and im not looking forward to it. it'll be so tiring, argh.. =( this year's sec2 NYAA camo will be in school. no fun, only estatics group will be involved. but i hope we will have fun. haha
byebye!
byebye!
feel the SUNSHINE;
1:48 AM
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